I think I suffer from a bipolarity disorder. Ok fine, it’s just a mood swing, but I just feel that I’m socially numbed. I met my friends today and I realised I can’t talk easily anymore. Apart from the fact that I had a severe flu, my brain was totally switched off to many things. Conversations couldn’t be easily continued, I couldn’t even remember my bank card’s pin number when I needed it to pay for a drink. Well, that is the least of my worries.
There are so many things I wish to do while out here. Yet, there seems one time a many that my mind goes blank. So things, are left undone, uncontinued and impossible to progress.
I cherish every moment spent, every glance taken, every word spoken. It’s just such a pity it isn’t there yet.